“I come into the peace of wild things who do not tax their lives with forethought of grief. I come into the presence of still water. And I feel above me the day-blind stars waiting with their light. For a time I rest in the grace of the world, and am free.” Wendell Berry
Berry is writing about nature but these words sum up how Barbara feels when painting or making. It brings her a stillness, a feeling of peace and freedom.
The “Proof” series is about celebrating the moment. Lifelong PTSD has affected Barbara’s memory and she lives in a state of forgetfulness. Making art is an act of defiance, a proof that she existed, at that time with those materials. It brings her back to herself, to a place of safety and creative possibility.
“20th February 2025” (detail), charcoal and gesso on reclaimed canvas